Living With A Mental Disorder

Someone beside you maybe Living With A Mental Disorder. Try to understand, give her/him a big hug and help them to stop thinking every stupid thing that would never happen. They need you to be there.

FIX A HEART - DEMI LOVATO LYRICS

It's probably the best for you
I only want the best for you
And if I'm not the best then you're stuck
I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind
Like you're pouring salt in my cuts

And I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Even though I know what's wrong
How could I be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel
I must have held your hand so tight
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal

Baby I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

You must be a miracle worker
Swearing up and down
You can fix what's been broken
Please don't get my hopes up
No, no, baby tell me how could you be so cruel

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts

Baby I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Baby I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

You never really can fix a heart

You never really can fix a heart
You never really can fix my heart

IF  YOU DON'T HAVE A TIME THEN MAKE A TIME!!!

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Karma itu berlaku.
Balasan untuk itu pasti ada.
Jika sama sekali tak ada waktu untuk itu buatlah waktu!

"I wanna crash like a tidal wave. Sink to the ocean floor. I want to stand in a crowded room. Screaming the voice they can't ignore. While everyone is sleeping I am wide awake. Cause hearts are only open when they break."

Sleeping with Sirens - Save Me a Spark

I'm no different with Helga poor Pataki

"I will not ask you forgiveness because what I have done to you is unforgivable. I was so lost in hatred and revenge. You stole what was left of my heart and now I have lost you forever. I swear, no harm will come to you as long as I live. And not a day shall pass that I don't miss your smile."

"I revoke my curse! Let it be no more!"

How can someone wanted to be alone but not want to be lonely?

How could she be so cruel?

Why I always feel that I need to isolate myself from everyone?

"At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren't  and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of it now, before it all changes once again because in the near future, all of these are all going to be memories."

"Some talk to you in their free time, some free their time to talk to you"

"I may not have loved you first but I loved you the most"

"I used to think that I was overreacting. Now I realize it was just normal reaction to an abnormal amount of bullshit"

"Sometimes you just need someone to tell you you're not as terrible as you think you are"

"One thing that you have that nobody has is you. Your voice, your mind, your story, your vision. So write, draw and play and dance and lives only as you can."

"You know what I absolutely fucking hate? When people choose a person over you and then when they have no one else the come running back to you."

Do you ever feel like people just forget you exist?

"Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad emotionally and mentally that you completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don't talk about your feelings, you push kind people away and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?"
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"Everyday, I fight back the urge to text you or call you, telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would."

"It's your road and yours alone. Others may walk with you but no one can walk it for you."

-Rumi-

Beside You - 5 Second of Summer Lyrics

Within a minute I was all packed up
I've got the ticket to another world
I don't wanna go! I don't wanna go!
The silent words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
"Don't ever leave!" She said to me

When we both fall a sleep underneath the same sky
To the beat of our hearts at the same time
So close but so far away
Can you hear me?

She sleeps alone
my heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you

Another day and I'm somewhere new
I made a promise that I'll come home soon
Bring me back, bring me back to you

When we both wake up underneath the same sun
Time stops, I wish that I could rewind
So close but so far away
Ca you hear me?

She sleeps alone
my heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you

There are pieces of us both

Under every city light

And they're shining as we fade into the night

She sleeps alone
my heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was..

She sleeps alone
my heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you

She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was, I wish I was..

She sleeps alone
my heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was..

Madness - Sleeping With Sirens Lyrics

All of my life I built this Armour
And every disguise I ever wore
Ashes and dust I made an island
Facing the end I said "What for?"

Sometimes it's a battle
At times it's a war
But you're never defenseless

Sometimes we all lose strength
Please don't lose your faith

After our time has passed
We're like light through stained glass
We go on and on and on
In the end we never gone

Out of the skies I shaped the silence
And from the earth I carved these walls
A piece of the world was only mine
And then I said "I wanted more"

At the edge of the blackness
When you're stretched to the core
Catch hold up the madness

Sometimes we all lose strength
Please don't lose your faith in me

After our time has passed
We're like light through stained glass
We go on and on and on
In the end we never gone
I will be yours to trust
This in not the last of us
We go on and on we're never gone or erased

Please don't lose your faith

Please don't lose your faith 

In me..

In me..

I'm pouring salt in someone cuts. Sometimes it feels like hell when you see people can give happiness to others. I can't gave it. But in the right side I give it to a pieces of broken heart. Oh my good, such a sweet disaster.

writing release so much pain

"Don't blame others for your weakness" 

said my lecturer

Peri Cintaku - Marcell lyrics

Di dalam hati  ini hanya satu nama yang ada di tulus hati ku ingini
Kesetiaan yang indah takkan tertandingi hanyalah dirimu satu peri cintaku
Benteng begitu tinggi sulit untuk ku gapai

Aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
Namun semua apa mungkin? Iman kita yang berbeda
Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
Haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

Benteng begitu tinggi sulit untuk ku gapai
Aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
Namun semua apa mungkin? Iman kita yang berbeda
Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
Haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

Bukankah cinta anugerah?  berikan aku kesempatan tuk menjaganya sepenuh jiwa
Aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
Namun semua apa mungkin? Iman kita yang berbeda
Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
Haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
Haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

Don't cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won't let you see the stars 

-Violeta Parra-

Your Love - Gita Gutawa feat. Delon Lyrics

Every time I close my eyes and say my prayer at night
I thank God each day for your love that gives me wings to fly up high
To reach my dream aim for the sky you always said

Your head up high, smile on your face and wish
That you will always be loved
The stars will lead you every step you take
Don't you ever be afraid believe in you
And I'll be there to guide you wherever you may go
Thank you for your love
Forever..

To reach my dream aim for the sky you always said
Your head up high, smile on your face and wish
That you will always be loved
The stars will lead you every step you take
Don't you ever be afraid believe in you
I'll be there to guide you wherever you may go
Thank you for your love
Forever..

When I am down and the things go wrong
The world against me too
I close my eyes and think of you and knew what you would say now

Your head up high, smile on your face and wish
That you will always be loved
The stars will lead you every step you take
Don't you ever be afraid believe in you
I'll be there to guide you wherever you may go away
Thank you for your love
Forever..
Giving me my wings to fly high









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I lost my voice cause I scream too hard and I can't say anything
I hurt my eyes, the tears come out so fast and I can't cry anymore
I try to face the truth that I lost my oxygen. So close to the death, because I barely breathe
God.. I'm scared..
For my weakness, my dreams and my unforgivable sins
Its like I'm digging my own funeral and nobody cares because I'm a sinner
God blessing me I'm still alive

Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson Lyrics

I will not make the same mistake that you did
I will not let my self cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you... I am afraid

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because I know that's my weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you... I am afraid

I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you... I am afraid
Because of you...
Because of you...

Surface - Eyes Set to Kill Lyrics

I hide beneath the surface, can't let you see the truth
Where these fall ? Down before you, this makes nothing new?
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Or have I found my way out?

As everything falls away, I'm finally waking up
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough
I've wasted so much time I'm done
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough

Feels like I'm close to breaking, these chains that prison me
Locked up, locked up.. I can barely breathe
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Or have I found my way out?

As everything falls away, I'm finally waking up
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough
I've wasted so much time I'm done
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough

Through the surface

(under the surface [3x])

As everything falls away, I'm finally waking up
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough
I've wasted so much time I'm done
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough