Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson Lyrics

I will not make the same mistake that you did
I will not let my self cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you... I am afraid

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because I know that's my weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you... I am afraid

I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you... I am afraid
Because of you...
Because of you...

Surface - Eyes Set to Kill Lyrics

I hide beneath the surface, can't let you see the truth
Where these fall ? Down before you, this makes nothing new?
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Or have I found my way out?

As everything falls away, I'm finally waking up
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough
I've wasted so much time I'm done
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough

Feels like I'm close to breaking, these chains that prison me
Locked up, locked up.. I can barely breathe
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Have I lost my mind? (under the surface)
Or have I found my way out?

As everything falls away, I'm finally waking up
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough
I've wasted so much time I'm done
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough

Through the surface

(under the surface [3x])

As everything falls away, I'm finally waking up
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough
I've wasted so much time I'm done
Been waiting for a change I've been lost for long enough