Sabtu, 31 Maret 2018

I'm not strong
Don't ask me if I'm fine
I'm trying
Really I am
What I have to fight?

God, you can take my whole life
It would be my pleasure to let you go and happy with anyone you end up with.
It would be my happy tears.
-Sunset 31318
"I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. My choices, my heart breaks, my regrets, everything. And when we're together, my past seems worth it. Because if I had done one thing differently, I might never have meet you."
"When we met, you had been hurt from the one
you trusted with your heart for better and
for worse.. She broke your heart and shattered
you soul but I knew you were the one for and
somehow I needed to help you to love again..
I am in no hurry, I will wait for you and
I promise to love you forever if you let me."
I will find my way to you in the next life and every life after that

Mia Hollow
I'm amazed when I look at you. Not just because of your looks, but because of the fact that everything I've ever wanted is right in front of me.
I wish I'd met you earlier
If I had my life to live over again, I'd find you sooner so I could love you longer. 
How many times did we pass each other before we met? If only I'd known... I would have searched for you endlessly. If only I'd found you before it was already too late.

Renata Suzuki
"All this money can't buy me a time machine. Can't replace you with a million ring"

Jumat, 30 Maret 2018

I want to be with you not only because you make me happy, but also I want to be part of your day, cherish you, fight for and with you, have argument with you, give you my time to care about you.

Kamis, 15 Maret 2018

How can you know something if I'm not telling you?
Can you see me ?
Can you hear me?

Wonder what is going on
Now I'm here having my coffee just like the last time we went through the rain
Realize that I'm so lost without my compass
Everything I did today just so wrong
Just like yesterday
And the day before
Even my coffee just too sweet
Or maybe it wasn't a coffee

All street lights blurred 
I can't see the light
No one at my back
I'm not even seen you in my dreams
But a hole in my heart show me that it is all real

Rabu, 14 Maret 2018

SAD SONG - WE THE KINGS LYRICS

You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

Selasa, 13 Maret 2018

If only you were a girl
You will more understand what it is all about
That was never fair
Every single time
You've got your love
You've got your friends
When I didn't get any of it

The worst part of being or looking strong is that no one make sure if this girl is okay

You see this girl having a great time, laughing at every jokes, put on the brightest smile she have everyday like everything just perfect.

Not to seek for any attention
She's just not a seeker
Better to hide and close every doors
Try to grow all that pretty face with all darkness mind
"I tell others that they're perfect and beautiful because I hate myself and don't want them to feel that same way"
"I wonder how many people have seen my cuts and just never said anything"
"Nobody really know how depressed I truly am. Or how alone I really feel. Its so hard being your own best friend when you secretly hate yourself more and more as the time passes" Whisper
"Depression, anxiety and panic attacks are not signs of weakness. They are signs of trying to remain strong for far too long"

Kamis, 08 Maret 2018

Amnesia - 5 Second of Summer (5SOS) Lyrics

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all



Minggu, 04 Maret 2018

You doing great
You don't need people acceptance
If someone doesn't appreciate your present, the best revenge is made them appreciate your absence.

Please listen...
We have our tiny little world
We don't need theirs
Wherever we are, all I need is you
And I'm home

If you find me, in another time, in another universe, will you still be you?

5 Seconds of Summer Lyrics - Beside You

Within a minute I was all packed up
I've got a ticket to another world
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
The silent words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
"Don't ever leave," she said to me

When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky.
To the beat of our hearts at the same time.
So close but so far away.
(Can you hear me?)

She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.

Another day and I'm somewhere new.
I made a promise that I'll come home soon.
Bring me back, bring me back to you.

When we both wake up underneath the same sun.
Time stops, I wish that I could rewind.
So close but so far away.

She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.

There are pieces of us both
Under every city light
And they're shining as we fade into the night

She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was...

She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.

She lies awake.
Beside you.
I wish I was, I wish I was...

She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
If people say something bad about me, sure I will always be okay
But if its you, how can I be okay?

When I still wondering the reason you come to my life, you just leave
I thought my life is going to be different 













"One day you here, one day you there, you so unfair"
If you had a chance to meet someone again for the first time
If you had a chance to meet someone again who died
If you had a chance to meet someone again in different look
If you had a chance to meet you
Past is something that makes you this way

Sure it defines you

With every single night pretending that you are okay but you just not.. okay...

I know nothing about anyone
But I know something about me
Something that always haunted me
Something that I always hide
That I'm so scared
I'm so affraid of everything
It is something that never heal

No one deserve to feel this way
No one deserve to feel that they never good enough

Even the brightest smile, hide so much pain
Just try to give a bait then they will fail