I'm not strong
Don't ask me if I'm fine
I'm trying
Really I am
What I have to fight?
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Sabtu, 31 Maret 2018
"When we met, you had been hurt from the one
you trusted with your heart for better and
for worse.. She broke your heart and shattered
you soul but I knew you were the one for and
somehow I needed to help you to love again..
I am in no hurry, I will wait for you and
I promise to love you forever if you let me."
you trusted with your heart for better and
for worse.. She broke your heart and shattered
you soul but I knew you were the one for and
somehow I needed to help you to love again..
I am in no hurry, I will wait for you and
I promise to love you forever if you let me."
Jumat, 30 Maret 2018
Kamis, 15 Maret 2018
Wonder what is going on
Now I'm here having my coffee just like the last time we went through the rain
Realize that I'm so lost without my compass
Everything I did today just so wrong
Just like yesterday
And the day before
Even my coffee just too sweet
Or maybe it wasn't a coffee
All street lights blurred
I can't see the light
No one at my back
I'm not even seen you in my dreams
But a hole in my heart show me that it is all real
Rabu, 14 Maret 2018
SAD SONG - WE THE KINGS LYRICS
You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.
So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.
With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.
So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.
So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.
With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.
So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.
Selasa, 13 Maret 2018
If only you were a girl
You will more understand what it is all about
That was never fair
Every single time
You've got your love
You've got your friends
When I didn't get any of it
The worst part of being or looking strong is that no one make sure if this girl is okay
You see this girl having a great time, laughing at every jokes, put on the brightest smile she have everyday like everything just perfect.
Not to seek for any attention
She's just not a seeker
Better to hide and close every doors
Try to grow all that pretty face with all darkness mind
You will more understand what it is all about
That was never fair
Every single time
You've got your love
You've got your friends
When I didn't get any of it
The worst part of being or looking strong is that no one make sure if this girl is okay
You see this girl having a great time, laughing at every jokes, put on the brightest smile she have everyday like everything just perfect.
Not to seek for any attention
She's just not a seeker
Better to hide and close every doors
Try to grow all that pretty face with all darkness mind
Kamis, 08 Maret 2018
Amnesia - 5 Second of Summer (5SOS) Lyrics
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
Minggu, 04 Maret 2018
5 Seconds of Summer Lyrics - Beside You
Within a minute I was all packed up
I've got a ticket to another world
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
The silent words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
"Don't ever leave," she said to me
When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky.
To the beat of our hearts at the same time.
So close but so far away.
(Can you hear me?)
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
Another day and I'm somewhere new.
I made a promise that I'll come home soon.
Bring me back, bring me back to you.
When we both wake up underneath the same sun.
Time stops, I wish that I could rewind.
So close but so far away.
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
There are pieces of us both
Under every city light
And they're shining as we fade into the night
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
Beside you.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
Past is something that makes you this way
Sure it defines you
With every single night pretending that you are okay but you just not.. okay...
I know nothing about anyone
But I know something about me
Something that always haunted me
Something that I always hide
That I'm so scared
I'm so affraid of everything
It is something that never heal
No one deserve to feel this way
No one deserve to feel that they never good enough
Even the brightest smile, hide so much pain
Just try to give a bait then they will fail
Sure it defines you
With every single night pretending that you are okay but you just not.. okay...
I know nothing about anyone
But I know something about me
Something that always haunted me
Something that I always hide
That I'm so scared
I'm so affraid of everything
It is something that never heal
No one deserve to feel this way
No one deserve to feel that they never good enough
Even the brightest smile, hide so much pain
Just try to give a bait then they will fail
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