The best thing for you, I don't know what that would be the best, just said the best for you and your life. While still whisper that I would be part of it, if it's included in the best.

I'm there with you, in your head, staying there, being annoying
So please don't be sad and feel lonely

I'm sorry it goes so far for us
Our time together, everything... I just love it
Still wishing for more time

When I'm with you I feel safe

I feel depress
I hold my self not to cry but just can't
I saw you in my dreams
I was there for you
But you left me too

It hurts me so bad...

I'm processing...

I don't wanna go
I'm going psycho
I want to have you all for myself
You are mine
I'm sorry
Please be mine

It's not fair
It is not fair for me
Why not me?

The truth is..
I did the same thing
Looking for your scents
Hold my tears
And wish you were here

He's mine
Don't take him from me

It is friday 13
You can't pouring any dirt of salt for good luck
Especially to someone's cut

I miss you so much it hurts
I regret everything
I should hug you tight before you go
I'm sorry
I don't know what to do
I try to be okay but I can't
I just want to be with you
Please...
Stay...
I need you...

I see your smile
And maybe that's enough for me

You make it so hard for me
I've been running from this for many years
but you just drive me in
to the situation
to the same sadness
to the same depression
What is like to be different?
What is simple life?
Why?
I thought it is going to be...
Ya, a way for me to at least to be happy but no
It is not that simple
and never will for me

God, please be with him
He deserve to be happy
Protect him, always be with him
Give him strength to do everything you want him to be
He means everything for me

God, please..
Can you help me to understand your plans?

Seems like it was yesterday I saw this sunset
Literally yesterday
It was so beautiful
If only I can turn back time
If only I can see that lights again
Hmm ..
I was so blind and I hate it for so long
Now I learn to let go and love it for once more